Ólafur Arnalds - Only The Winds

無盡虛無

一切的終結與開展
我無法言語
猶如失控聾啞
永劫回歸的當下
你知道
這是命運
起始與失焦
針線上下
了結痛楚 縫合傷口
進入世界的
另一個境地

好累

如果可以的話
那就請讓我重新開始
沒有什麼困惑的事情
也沒有太多的恐懼
沒有必然的負任
也不用憤力去爭取

就讓我睡

家裏的洗衣機燒了
冒出燶煙
整個空間都是燒焦的味道
明天身上的衣服都會有烤過的味道
我 我覺得我是垃圾
但大概不是

Quarter-life existential crisis

我嘗試尋找一個安全的維度
肯定的
世界在續漸崩壞
我知道我無法信任
以及相信所有的說話

我們應該怎樣站立
如果雙腳軟弱發抖
深陷流沙中被拉扯而下
沒事(求救)
(傾訴)如非緊急

尖叫
存在在軀體之上
想想想想想想想想想想想
只要不着急解決問題就有一天會自動解決

呼吸

Trust

Reading Trust to page 59
Uh uh. I m being stupid again
I know that I didnt have enough sleep.
    Thats pretty sad.
I had a nightmare.

No I dont trust you.
No no no I dont
I cant
You are not reliable
To let me lean on you

Sleeplessness lingers
Tension and fears
I tried to keep my faith and promise
Hold on tight for what is present

If you say i m enough
Good enough
Or bad enough
Or do u ever trust
Or do u ever judge

No judging
No kidding
Dont u ever lie to me
Dont u dare

Projections

If i need to project my voice
It becomes alive
Not the way it is
Not the way i m
Not the way they are
As if its right above the clouds
Sending voices to my mind
Completing the verses
Contemplating my soul
Ooooooooooh
Playing within the vibrations
Shivering within the tones
Ups and downs
Above and behind
I m not sure whether thats what i mean

Say it
Out loud