葵興日常

等待的時候
播着蘇打綠的歌
扮成一個過氣的文青
努力蓋過剛才中環站聽見走音錯拍子的歌聲

坐在人來人住但還能夠呼吸的車站
旁邊坐着的青年在打機
時間夠便起行離開
留下列車駛過的痕跡

陪伴我的是帆布袋
還有人家留下的口香糖
車軌再次震動
前往荃灣的列車即將到達

手機書寫日常

我們都是低頭族
你在看文章我在滑面書
一不小心
手機踫上了手機

互望一眼

繼續望着手機

Mmmmmmmm.

躺着也淌血的時候
下身不停抽搐
也沒有什麼不好
只是想對抗無力感
於是永恆的遲到
拖着身子更衣
以為自己還在睡覺
內臟在抗議
無效
事情總好像比自己緊要
何不把自己放在首位
那麼
就可以有個永遠的第一

如果想哭
為什麼不

寫作日常

無聊的時候我們寫詩
掏空身體把文字重組
建構出由意識流組成的空間
讓紙飛機在其中任意飛翔

你記得他們的連繫
靈感在苦悶的時候
會展現出偌大的翅膀
由破裂的地心躍出

望穿秋水的等待
無法靜止的腦袋
嘗試小睡但會被世界拋棄
唯有用力張開眼睛

孩子你太天真了
沒有意義的何謂藝術
社會沒有因此進步也沒有
作出任何改變

寫不出文章的時候
為什麼要寫詩
所有記錄斷裂成片段形體
忘了什麼是《我的生活》

這算是比較有學識的事情嗎
只是興趣不同而已
如果八時半打開電視也廣播文學
也許我的人生會有所不同

Tell me about your deepest desire之
做最喜歡的事情也能獲得足夠金錢
不會是廢青
也不會是社會上的失敗者

於是我們可以在無聊與
不無聊的時候也寫詩
讓生活與文學接合
化為 光影 意象 詩篇

象

我們夢見哭泣的大象
帶着龐大而溫柔的軀殼
跌入河流深處
水  停止流動

如果沉澱帶來靜默
靜默又帶來什麼
還記得那扇耳朶
曾隨風舞動閃耀無比的靈光

難以擺脫的優雅伴隨無以為繼的慨嘆
為何不在觸碰水面前掙扎
現在 伸長鼻子只能噴出氣泡
沒有鰓可以在水中呼吸

大象嘗試睜開雙眼

昨天
我們夢見一隻大象
然後  醒來

usually it does matter when u say it doesnt matter.

oh please don't give me any false hope

Trial n error

Photography as a reflection of psychological condition

sensitivity.

trust-

this is a false projection

if

if stress is a noun
and I am a pronoun

be is a verb
"no man is an island." is a proverb

i seek help
and if you would rescue

forgotten memories

I wish we could get together
across the mountain, the sea and the river
I sent you my love
then you disappeared in my life

The past faded away
the future turns grey
My photo kept its blue
quietly whisper its tune

If its possible to be true to you
I'd wish I've never met you

Intangible

you are there somewhere

borrowed my heart and now it's for share

i tried to reach for your soul

this is my unspeakable goal

the taste of your voice lingers

how can i describe my desire

how can i not fall in love

pick   me   up

if i go would u know

if i stay would u wait

吾心即宇宙

you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more
you need more

you need more


Love etc.

It's seriously too hot in hk

lose control

wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up 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But it's hard to find a job

Is it supposed to be like this

Is it

I am not so sure

so lost and

empty

bring me home

home

where is it

what is it

Is it the end

Or is it the beginning



Forgot everything

In your dream

Am I being the lucky one or the

loser

Ever missing goal

Ever missing name



I thought you were the one

In my mind

grows underneath my skin


Hush.

Can you hear?

Listen


No No No N o No No No No No No No No No N o No No No No No No No No No N o No No No No No No No No No N o No No No No No No No No No N o No No No No No No No No No No

I know it hurts

a lot

But it's over

hard to find a job

a stone

a blow job

sort of


How can we get 2-3 years of experience without any one hiring any people without experience?





Wait.

I -

You just have to wait.

To study photography you have to lose photography
To study art you have to lose art

Not a question of how but a question of why

The world needs arr.
Does it imply that the world is imperfect?

I saw something.
I passed something.
I missed something.

educate

ˈɛdjʊkeɪt/

verb

give intellectual, moral, and social instruction to (someone), typically at a school or university.

From google

What is teaching and why do we need teaching?
Some say-to arise student’s interest in one subject and thus him or her will futher develop and recreate.(and they will then self study)
I think-to develop students’ individual potential to their max by guidience etc

Why do we need this:
As there will always be something that someone will get stuck?

Teaching or education?

pedagogy

ˈpɛdəɡɒdʒi,-ɡɒɡi/

noun

the method and practice of teaching, especially as an academic subject or theoretical concept.

From google.

Let me conquer your

fear

dear

ear

hear

pear

tear

year

can you tell me about how you feel about what you feel?

ESXT

E    So, Basically

S    Is that what you always want to talk about?

X   Exactly

T    Uh-uh

X    I'm sorry

E    What for?

T    No!

S    Yes

T    No

S    Yes

T    No

E    No

S    No

T    Yes

S    Yes

T    No

X    but I hate you

E    why

X   why not?

T    Does it matter?

E    Anyways

S    Exactly

E    What does it mean?

T    Does it sound meaningful to you?

E    Yeah

S    A bit

T    meaningless

S    So what?

X    What if?

E    If so?

S    So what?

T    I told you

X    One day before

S    That's not enough

E    I told you
      that's not enough

X    Plenty

S    A particle in the ocean

T    A planet in the black hole

S    Nothingness

X    which is a word

E    we need something to describe nothing

X    which is a concept

Silence

E    we need a cue of silence

T    Cue go

Silence

S    So tell me what is silence

E    verbally

X    I can't

T    which is not to talk

E    nor to sing

X    but you did

T    I'm sorry

E    Does it make sense to you

S    Conceptually

X    That's so conceptual

T    too

S    much

E    Well I don't understand

S    Do you

X    I do

T    me neither

E    This can go forever

X    Waiting for Godot

S    It's good to be eternal

X    It's good to be conceptual

S    Who knows

T    Is it

E    it isn't

T    isn't it

S    It was

E    was

X   okay

S    was

T    What about now?

E    now?

S    The moment when the now word comes into my ear the now has gone

T    too bad

X    Rest in Peace

E    That's okay

S   Seriously

E    Literally

X    Literally our now has gone and we only memorise our past and in our past we tired to memorise our past in which we started to memorise our past therefore in the past

S    Stop it

T    That's eternal

X    The past of our past of our past of our past of our past of our past of our past of our past

E(the same time)  The eternal of our eternal of our eternal of our eternal of our eternal of our eternal

T    Timeless.

X    Forgive me

T    Thank you.

X    You're welcome.

S    I didn't managed to say goodbye

E    Which is good

S    In some sense

T    yeah.

Artist Statement

What is it to be an artist I don't know

I am searching for a moment to provoke

Catching the hints from the emotions

Clearing the mind with meditation

Through tutorials and consultations

Spending my life in transportation and hibernation

C G C G C G

Using English as a second language

HKSAR as the place of issue

Staying in a foreign city coping with identity crisis

I am trying not to be too political

We live and we die

Creativity and connectivity lies

How to follow your heart when it’s somewhere out there

Touch your soul with tenderness when it’s tired and sad

Be sympathetic for animals and their habitat

Fighting for a better environment to share

Be aware of your subconscious

Counseling to improve psychological status

What do you want to be when you grow up?

As a passenger on board

I would like to reserve a seat next to the window

Change trains in appropriate stations

Travel with time towards the destination

13-06-2016

UK time 13:35

On the train from Oxenholme Lake to London Euston

Personal Statement 2

I live
Therefore I am the statement

As a personal statement

I exist; hence I am the statement.
I exist and hence I am the statement.
I exist and hence my existence is the statement.

I do not exist; hence there is no statement.
I do not exist and hence there is nothing as a statement.
I do not exist and hence the statement is inexistent.

I thought I am writing an artist statement

It all begins when the sea sings
The water rambles and the lighting strike
Softness in a second
While searching for the end with shaking hands
The trees whisper to the sky
Blood pumps from vessels to veins
All across my face
Can you see through my iris
Turn off the tendons and feel the lost of strength
Does it hurt
Icelandic horse licking my hand
Do not bite your nails
Play with your fingers
Oh how much I miss Sweden
Identity Crisis
Anyways