Quarter-life existential crisis

我嘗試尋找一個安全的維度
肯定的
世界在續漸崩壞
我知道我無法信任
以及相信所有的說話

我們應該怎樣站立
如果雙腳軟弱發抖
深陷流沙中被拉扯而下
沒事(求救)
(傾訴)如非緊急

尖叫
存在在軀體之上
想想想想想想想想想想想
只要不着急解決問題就有一天會自動解決

呼吸

Trust

Reading Trust to page 59
Uh uh. I m being stupid again
I know that I didnt have enough sleep.
    Thats pretty sad.
I had a nightmare.

No I dont trust you.
No no no I dont
I cant
You are not reliable
To let me lean on you

Sleeplessness lingers
Tension and fears
I tried to keep my faith and promise
Hold on tight for what is present

If you say i m enough
Good enough
Or bad enough
Or do u ever trust
Or do u ever judge

No judging
No kidding
Dont u ever lie to me
Dont u dare

Projections

If i need to project my voice
It becomes alive
Not the way it is
Not the way i m
Not the way they are
As if its right above the clouds
Sending voices to my mind
Completing the verses
Contemplating my soul
Ooooooooooh
Playing within the vibrations
Shivering within the tones
Ups and downs
Above and behind
I m not sure whether thats what i mean

Say it
Out loud

黑在白與藍之上

還有一個站

可不可以
     如果
我沒有如果
你沒有說那是什麼

負錢
增值
負錢

乖
沒事
安然渡過
小鳥失足從枝椏上掉落輾過成浮雕
羽毛四散在大街上
大街上 人都很好

恐懼失望憤怒
沒有沒有沒有沒有沒有

一切尚可
你說一切尚可

張開眼睛
沒有說話
小腹漸漸漲起

晚安
夢裏完成爆破一刻

晚安//

1.0

Very interesting
Doesnt mean anything